Journey...

Many times I ask myself what is this journey I'm on? What is it that I still have to learn? Why is it so painful? I wish the answers would come to me easily. I have been through so much in my 39 years on this earth, and to think is probably not even half of what is still to come. Not so long ago I started asking myself what is my purpose? And to be honest, I have never asked myself that question, and the crazy part is that I could not come up with not even one good answer. What does that say about my character and my ability as a human being to see beyond all circumstances what is my purpose? What I do know is that I am feeling unmotivated, not clear about what direction to take in my life, feeling unsure of myself, and losing my passion for the things I love to do. So where do I begin to find the path I am losing in this journey called life? How do I begin to find my life's purpose? I might now have the answers at this moment but what I am sure of is that I need to find it, find it within me, so let the journey begin or should I say continue...